hey diddle diddle…the cat and the fiddle

OKay maybe i haven’t mentioned here ever since that we (student nurses of different Year levels) went to Manila in the middle of January.. and well, went to Philippine Mental Health Association in Mandaluyong for some tests. These tests are actually required for all the Student Nurses in Silliman University. It could either be in Dumaguete itself, in Cebu or in Manila, whichever we choose. And that time we all agreed to be in Manila.

Before, I actually planned of seeing or meeting up with the following people:

KIDLAT (ARVEEN CO), BATAS (DHEN), BRAVO (MARC ANTHONY), WANTED (JAY-AR), TAONGNAKADAPA (FULMETAL), KNIVES (JOHN PAUL), CHYNN, ITGIRL and a whole lot more.

I had been texting with them though, informing them that i’d be around just in case it’s possible to see them but unfortunately it wasn’t because we were not allowed to promenade without a companion (which means as in the whole 11 of us must stick together) so it didn’t happen.

We were actually at MOA before and I was with Rainheart (20 m Silliman) at the Converse store and we bought shoes. I actually bought 2 converse shoes. The first one was the white converse with yellow green design with the stitched star design and that black converse and I was actually URGING to buy the limited edition of the John Lennon converse shoes but the price would cost me much and the price was worth 3 normal converse shoes..so imagine that? The shoes i got were worth 2,500 pesos so that would be 7,500 pesos exactly (for the John Lennon shoes). Wow!

Anyway, it’s really disturbing how my family didn’t know about this. yes they know about the exam but they didn’t know WHERE i took it. But basically they wont get mad. at least i’ve done what they’ve always wanted me to do. To have a psychological assessment once every 5 years.

Anyway, on the 1st day in Manila i  Kidlat called me and begged if he could see me. Basically Kidlat liked me (as in like me-like me). He’s the boyfriend of 4th|Missile now and well, i guess he’s happy with her. Well, yun nga. I don’t know how but it’s amazing how he found out i was in a converse store. He even said “Kaw yan alam ko.. yung kaninang may dalang dalawang paper bag ng converse… and you were with a friend i guess”.

Well, I was like “how did you know?”

He said “Wala lang..i just thought that was was familiar. Correct me if i’m wrong”

I said “Yeah. I guess that was me.”

Yun, he wanted to see me though but it was not right. I mean, sure i’d love too. Puzza even knew i was in Manila and he knows about Kidlat. And basically it wouldn’t seem right. I mean, yeah kidlat likes me and everything but to think that i have a boyfriend and his girlfriend pa is my friend, ayoko nun. You really think na gagawin kong makipagkita sa kanya kahit pagkakataon na sana? no, i wouldn’t. I value and respect Missile so much that I couldn’t aFFord to do it to her. And so as Kidlat later on. I guess he understood that Puzza WAS special to me that he stopped asking me to meet him

The exams there were really tiring though like you have to answer 550+ questions. Daig pa namin ang nagtatake ng board exam! But then i know it was just because they wanted to find out the consistency of our answers and if we lied or not. so basically that’s how it is.

Then the drawing session wherein we were told to draw a male and a female, a house and a tree. Basically the house i did was more of my dream house. a two storrey house with two balconies on each sides on the second floor, a big wooden viking door, modernized rooftop with attics. Then a few surrounding plants and a huge garage wherein i’ve drawn our Isuzu Pickup and one maclaren car (which obviously was my dream car). And well, yun basically.

Rainheart’s and Irish’s works were funny though. Alam ko pinagtripan lang nila yun or anything. They never took the drawing seriously and yun nga, Rainheart’s house was totally cool! yung balcony nya shape ng bibig nga shark taz yung likod ng house nya may katawan ng lion. LOL pwede ba yun?? hahaha adik talaga. Irish’s work was really feminine. actually parang bahay ni Barbie. LOL. basta basta.. di ko na alam yung sa iba. Taz yun silang dalawa kasi ang close ko sa aming lahat kaya lagi kaming magkatabi at magkasama.

Then yung sa drawing ng puno, yung akin medyo panget na puno yun. Di ako magaling magdrawing ng nature. hehehe.. ayun may falling leaves effect taz yung kay Irish parang patay na puno ata wala na kasing mga dahon. taz yung kay rainheart naman parang Raztafarian kulot na kulot ang mga dahon.hehehe.. adik tlga..taz sa gilid ng trunk ng puno may tanim pa ng marijuana plant. langya talaga.
Tapos yung sa male and female, ayun dun na ako umariba.. LOL. yung girl ko nakaupo xa taz naka stripe black en white gaya nung nasa arwork ko na may hawak na skateboard. Pero dun sa ginawa ko, medyo formal yung hitsura, mahaba ang naka ponytail na buhok…pero naka converse. LOL.. taz yung sa male ko, para xang bandit. Tapos yung katawan nya binalot ng plaster yung parang nasugatan. Taz nakupo din xa na sobrang maangas yung dating nya. Taz sinabi na iindicate daw namin ang name nung mga characters namin at yung attitude nila, yung ambition nila sa life at yung best and worst attitude nila and kung sino ang naaalala namin sa kanila. Yung sa girl pinangalanan kong Galadriel. Siyempre ako yun eh. Taz sinabi ko dun ang ambition nya maging masaya sa buhay, best attitude nya approachable, friendly at mabait. Yung worst attitude dun sinulat ko stubborn, rebel at indefinite. Tapos obviously sinulat ko “she reminds me of myself”.

Taz dun sa guy naman, ang name na sinulat ko ay Rafael. Anbisyon sa buhay maging pinakamagaling at sikat na magnanakaw sa buong mundo. Best attitude, masayahin.. Worst attitude, madudahin, walang tiwala at selfish. Sinulat ko sa huli “He reminds me of my brother”.

Ayun..taz yung kina rainheart, yung Girl nya si sailormoon..tnt di naman mukhang si sailormoon..hahaha.. tntnt parin pag naaalala ko. Tapos, yung lalaki nya si Son Goku. ganun naman ata lahat ng mga lalaki eh puro dragon balls dinodrawing. Yung kay Irish parang angel na fairy na di ko maintindihan. Pero maganda yung drawing nya. May flowers2x. Heheheh.. tapoz yung guy nya, mukhang babae. Sabi nga nya magpapadrawing nlang daw siya kay Rainheart kahit mukhang Majinboo dahil di daw talaga siya marunong mag drawing ng lalaki. hehehe.. ayun.. actually yun ang best session namin dun. Yung pag drawing.

Tapos, yun nga. Gumala kami sa house ng tita ko sa Las Pinas..pumunta kaming South Mall, SM Mega Mall, Mall of Asia at kung saan2x pa yun.Hehehe.. naalala ko pa nga nagtext ako kay kidlat “Saan ba tong Starbucks?” tntnt. Ayun wala naman..

Tapos nung last night na namin dun, pinayagan na kaming gumala pero may chaperone parin. Tinext ko na ata si Knivez at Bravo nun. Di naman nag reply si Knivez si Bravo lang. Sabi ko, “wui dito kami MOA punta ka”. Sabi nya “Adik ka amoy kakauwi ko pa lang..huhuhu sana nag text ka ng mas maaga..”. Taz si Kidlat di ko na tinext syempre..hahaha.. ayun taz si Chynn at Itgirl di ko na rin tinext..pati sila bataz at wanted. Pero si Dapa na text ko pa xa. Nasabi ko sakanya na nasa MOA kami taz yun nga may duty sya nun over time daw siya dahil may hinahabol siyang promotion. Ayun, wala akong na meet sa kanilang lahat. LOL. Pero masaya naman kami. Sayang nga lang yung camera ng phone ko sira pa nun. Kaya nga sobrang wala akong new pics nun at di ako nakapag picture. Taz sila naman, video cams and dala. Di na daw kasi uso ang pics. Youtube na. LOL.. di ko alam kung inupload ba talaga yun kasi nakakahiya yung mga pagmumukha namin dun.Tnt..

Tapos, ano pa bah.. yun nga before nung flight namin kinabukasan nung 4pm nagtext si Kidlat nun na libre daw siya. Bkit di ko daw siya tinext kagabi? Nasa malate lang sana siya nun tapos libre daw sana siya. eh hello? Missile! Hahaha.. inexplain ko naman sya na di talaga pwede kahit sabihin pa nyang magkaibigan lang ang pagkikita namin. Ewan, iba kasi paniniwala ko. Feel ko masamang tingnan yung ganun. Kaya yun di kami natuloy. taz sinabi ko sakanya na uuwi na kami kaya di na pwede. Taz sabi nya hahabol daw siya sa airport. hahaha adik talaga.. Sabi ko sige ikaw bahala. Ayun di ko na alam anong nangyari kasi inoff ko na ang phone ko nun.. hehehe

Tapos kanina, nasa Masonic Temple ako. Heheh adik naman si Kris eh.Pinapunta ako dun kasi may handaan daw. tnt.. at nung andun ako, wala naman. Mga Mason ang nandun. Tapos yun pinakilala nya ako at ang adik nag sinungaling pa Mason daw lolo ko. Hahaha langya. Naniwala naman sila. Hello? walang Mason sa pamilya namin.Hehehe taz sabi nung isang Mason, “baka gusto mong pumasok as Job’s Daughter?” ang Job’s daughter nga pala ay parang society sya ng mga babaeng kamag anak, apo or anak ng mga Mason. Sa mga sons naman, Demolay sila. Ayun sabi ko, “uhmm.. sige po titingnan ko po. Busy po kasi masyado..” ngak. kumusta naman yun. dinig ko nga si Red papasok daw ng Demolay eh. Ewan ko lang kung kakaririn nya talaga yun. Ayoko na mhen kakapagod kaya ang mag service. May public humiliation pa ata? heheh tapos na ako nyan..dumaan na ako jan.ayoko ng maulit pa. hehehehe

Tapos before pa dun mga 2pm, nag exam kami sa Major ko.. ayun, ewan ko. hahaha.. adik talaga.. sana naman mataas yung nakuha ko dun. I’ve studied and yun nga pero ayokong mag expect. Baka masaktan lang ako kung iba ang result.

 

DUE TO THE IMPORTANCE OF SOME OF THE SECRETS IN MY LIFE I HAVE DELETED THE LOWER PART. THANKS

well, it will be very disappointing if i will not graduate in this institution because most of my relatives came from very prominent schools in the Philippines and that includes Silliman University of which is the current top 1 of the CHED Center of Excellence title and currently number 2 for the TOP SCHOOLS with the highest rates of Nursing Board Passers
I know i know, i can’t leave this blog. Well, so many memories here. I guess i’ll just stick to this. Well, i will also open http://thecursedfield.blogspot.com whichever i prefer opening in a day.

 

I will introduce you to Silliman University.

 

This is the Business Office of silliman university where all payments (tuitions, dorm, cafeteria) are made and this is the place where we get our exam permits. This by the way is located at the second campus by the sea.

 

 

 

This is the Silliman University library which is one of the largest libraries in Asia in terms of the volumes of books. In the rooftop is actually a helipad wherin helicopters can land.

This is Hibbard Hall. The offices inside include the base camp of the Student Government, Guidance Office, The Student Housing services and others. On the second floor is where we usually process our ID’s with the stickers and we can actually play pingpong and other board games on the second floor.

 

This is the University church (UCCP). We usually hold our fellowship services here. Beside this church lies the Oriental Hall or the 2nd Base Camp of the College of Nursing.

 

 

 

 

Well, this is the very first building implanted in the Silliman University lot back in 1901. It had 15 male students before. And now, this is our University Museum.

 

 

 

This is the new College of Business Administration (CBA). Beside that is the College of Nursing. They are actually the current champion in our intramurals.

 

 

 

Look at how big our school is. And it is only the front. Our school is about 64 hectares big! This is our Ampitheater. We usually hold meetings here and even eye balls. LOL.. this place was featured in CLOSE TO YOU movie by Bea Alonzo and John Lloyd Cruz feat. Sam Milby. They actually shot their video inside our school.

 

This is our Claire Isabelle McGill-Luce Auditorium a.k.a Luce. LOL. We hold very special events here such as the 2009 Valentine Song writing competition, the 2009 Silliman University Mr and Ms South East Asia and Miss Silliman University. Various international and local artists have performed here such as Jay Cayuca, the Madrigal Singers, the Bayanihan Dance company and many more. We are actually buying tickets for these shows and some are given Season Passes worth 1500 pesos good for 6 events.

The Portal. Hehehe.. See those big stuff in each side? Those are actually our monuments/ logos/ symbols of our university. It has actually become a landmark here in Dumaguete City. It is called “The Portal”.

 

 

Well, basically those are the Major Spots in Silliman University where most people can be seen .. including me. I am usually at around The Hibbard Hall, BizAd and The Library..hehehe.. And lastly, i will show you my newest tambayan called PORTAL WEST

Tenenen! hahaha! Yeah im usually at the third floor chilling with my friends at “The Bar” and well, the food and beverages including coffee are quite as expensive as those of Starbucks. LOL. and so this is the famous tambayan of Debbie The Great. It’s really amazing how people find me here expecially dorm mates. They would be like “I knew it! You’re here.” and i’d be like “Why?” they’s say “because you are not at the dorm and we didn’t see you at the Library so basically we know you are here”. LOL. Wow overwhelming Beside that is the national book’s store.hehehe.. wala lang. this place really rocks. especially if you want a romantic/modernized date with your boyfriend/girlfriend, come to Portal West. LOL.. hehehe thumbs up Sillimanians!

MAKSIM.

 

He is the ultimate modern pianist of whom parts of me belong too. Well, basically he is gorgeous and he looks really hot! His real name is Maksim Mrvica. I don’t know of which country he is from but all i can say is that he is amazing! here is one of his versions: EXODUS

in his recent concert in europe he played FLIGHT OF THE BUMBLEBEE as his last encore and here it is…

my boyfriend Happy was able to immitate the middle part of the music though and it was pretty good. well, the reason why i keep on falling for Maksim while watching his cool videos is that he really reminds me of my boyfriend. They are both long hair and they are both tall. And basically they’re hands are both fast but only differs with each other. The other one is the best with strings and the other is the best with piano keys.

Here’s my boyfriend’s electric guitar version of THE FLIGHT OF THE BUMBLEBEE

 

well they are pretty good. and what can i offer?? I will just draw a bumblebee. at least that’s where im good at XD

hahaha..

P.S:

 

i just wanna say that i love the EXODUS music done by Maksim and i liked his gestures during the concert. His eyes were really amazing like “man, he’s so damn hoooottt!!!” what the fuck man! He is the best Pianist in the world for me!

HERE ARE SOME OF MASIM’S MOST GORGEOUS PICTURES IN ACTION:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Its basically disturbing how things are happening in my life lately. Well, i have absolutely no control of the things that are … tragically coming in.

 

Sem’s almost over and we are about to go home. i have absolutely 6 more days here in Silliman University. Wow.. like.. i couldn’t imagine my mom spending more or less 65 thousand per sem and i just wasted it all for nothing. hmmm… really really bad.

 

last night we had our final exam in Biology and well, it was super bad! i mean, i was idiotically unfocused. yeah sure i was studying the whole day and chatting with my friends a bit but sheesh.. how should i say it. the exam was really difficult. especially with the last part. and that was the part where i wasn’t able to study much because of the complications i had with Biology Lab exam last thursday! waah! i didn’t know where to start… and basically i don’t know.

 

it’s okay if i reapeat biology but..please not my Major subject. It is my life! sheesh! that’s trully disturbing man..i mean.. haayyy. i had been having bad grades lately.. and its due to some majorly minor problems of my love life and so as with family stuff. but anyway, i wont say that it is not my fault because in reality, i am the one making my grades.

 

anyway, i felt really sad last night during the party. don’t wanna say it all here. but the party was really good i mean, we all wore our cute dresses and we were really formal but in the middle of the show it cracked up and brought our real personality in the middle.

 

krista was there. gawd i love her! and her voice. have i told you that singing is basically one of my frustrations in life? i’ll do anything just please don’t make me sing! she sang my current favorite song entitled SAMARAN and it was composed by my 2 dorm mates jemai and marvi 4 thumbs up! she really looked gorgeous last night.

 

i ate a lot last night though as if there’s no tomorrow. lol. its not my fault that the food was really nice. and it made me really sad that some of our big sisters at the dorm are leaving because they will graduate on Sept. 22, 2009 im gonna Miss ate mej, ate djozyl and everyone else huhuhuhu..

 

they were so kind to us you know. like all of us are really close in the dorm and its just so sad that they’ll be leaving now…

 

CONGRATULATIONS TO THE SILLIMAN UNIVERSITY COLLEGE OF NURSING BATCH 2009
 

hehehe… anong batch kaya ako? LOL

i am here at my sis’s house… getting a lil get together (thank God she has Smart Bro) so i am able to write this blog (before i get really really dizzy later on.

 

my heart is broken… and… i feel really sad for everything. some people might not see that but that’s just the way i feel right now. I never really tried drinking and everything and also i’ve quit smoking 2 years ago and now i wanna try it all over again.

 

talking a lot of crap is the way to ease everything.

Red is somewhere at the kitchen i guess preparing for this what they call “pulutan” or whatever. Sorry but this is my first time to like REALLY DRINK. i wanna try how it feels to be drunk and all.. like..its also an experiment like.. if its really true that what you are doing when you’re drunk will be forgotten the next day v!

 

well, they’ve got a lot of drinks here actually… and im quite nervous with eveything. like, what if i’ll embarrass myself? or what if i can’t get home?

 

scary i know.

 

well, i don’t really know but i really really feel so low today. i feel really sad with eveything and i don’t know what to do. i just want to forget everything. well, if she likes him… then its her chance to have him. he’s not mine anymore. shit man i feel like crying again.

 

why does my bestfriend have to be involved with all of this? he’s been such a perfect friend. i couldn’t ask for more..i couldn’t ask for a better friend than him and why does “he” have to get jealoused with him?

 

im so broken right now. really. i could not concentrate and i have an exam tomorrow. i wanna hear his voice but i don’t think its still possible. he is not mine anymore and i think he also found somebody else now. well, im not like that. it really takes time for me to actually recover with everything. like, i wanna share something about Chad before. We only got together for 5 months… yet.. it took me 2 years before i finally said “i got over you”. its.. its just that.. i loved him that much before.. and he was my first love. and now, for me.. i think it really depends on the person you are with… like with Justine.. i know we’ve been together for almost 4 years and with everything,  i was able to move on within a month… like.. its.. i didn’t feel anything for him.. and now this.. i don’t know.. he’s like Chad. this feeling… i know i’ve felt this way before.. with Chad. and i know i can’t get it out sooner or later. i know its gonna take me long before i could finally say i have moved on…

 

holy crap!

my eyes are actually reddish.. i basically look like an addict. and now.. i don’t wanna cry anymore…not infront of everyone here. well, although i’ve cried infront of Red i don’t want that to happen again. right now, i’m actually listening to My sister and his ex’s theme song entitled NOTHING’S GONNA STOP US NOW by STARSHIP.

i couldn’t really imagine how my sister moved on with her ex Regie. i mean, they’ve been together for 2 years and then i was in gradeschool back then. i used to sneak in her room during weekends to read her diaries (she inspired me to write diaries and blogs). and i’ve read that “Regie is my life..”. well, she really loved him. like, they were both Sillimanians (Regie is now an ecologist in Canada with 3 kids). my sister was so brave to move on.. i know it had hurt her so much like, to find out that all along Regie was cheating on her and she didn’t wanna believe her friends though they’ve warned her about it.. and yes, she found it out for herself. kinda brutal to the heart though.

 

she burned everything that reminded her of Regie. like his CDs, his jackets, even her beloved paintings. if i was there that day i would have asked for her paintings and put it in my wall…

 

she went to Thailand after that. She met with some of her friends there and basically she just went there to mend her broken heart. i really love my sister and im happy that she’s in the good hands of her husband Kuya JOmz, the Cabalista! hehehe.. we both like Cabal though and yeah yun nga level 150 na sya ako 132 parin.. eheheh..

 

and as for me.. im still here. and i don’t know what to do to move on. im really hurt..seriously. shit im really crying na. wala na..di ko na tlaga kaya to. i have to stop here.

..+ debbie my best friend , here’s your rhyme ..
..+ sorry cause i never had the time ..

..+ here it is now ..

..+ never had a friend that could share the pain ..

..+ held me in the rain then let me step up the game ..

..+ eversince we talk you always praise my name ..

..+ came up with me and then became a friend ..

..+ too young to know but now your my best friend ..

..+ how could they doubt you ..

..+ never think about you ..

..+ dont they know they got nothing if they aint got you ..

..+ deborah faith ..

..+ faith without fear thats how the streets raised me ..

..+ words of a man can kill but never phase me ..

..+ grateful for the time that you gave me ..

..+ but still .. dear debbie coul you hear me ..

..+ too much sayin .. gotta be more plush livin ..

..+ gotta be more than grabbing nines to buck tin in ..

..+ gotta be more than just me to thug them women ..

..+ gotta be more than platinum rolexes and crushed them linen ..
..+ hear your name , i know some hate the fame ..

..+ when all they do is yack and catch the shame ..

..+ call it magic but the face is tragic ..

..+ what a wacko , think she’s up to it ..

..+ when she shows up everybody be like ..

..+ whoa .. where’s the coffin ..

..+ hook her up and lay her like a muffin ..

..+ enough trash talkin .. hahaha

..+ back to the real thing ..

..+ where it starts it never ends .. its me and you till the fuckin end ..

..+ im just tryin to live life and give my thanks to you ..

..+ and with this rhyme i show my regardz to you ..

..+ 4th|NUKE ..

..+ bouncin out ..

wow! that was probably one of the coolest day i have! well, if you must know, the BEST, the LEGEND, the GREAT TaongnkadapA a.k.a fulmetal called me!!! yes! i know! cool right? like.. okay this was the story.

i was on my way to the dorm after History class and well, i logged into uzzap the moment i got home ( by the way History class sucked big time because the Burmese dance we had all got messed up so..yeah basically it went really bad). so anyway, Dapa was there in the room and the usual, he called me GALADRIEL because that’s the name i used when i met him way way back last year.

So there i was. Then he asked if i could tell him how to kick. Of course i KNEW how but i didn’t think it would still work with the new version. but anyway, yeah so he asked for my number and then he called. At first i didnt quite hear anything so i went dropped it and went back to the room. Still he called for the second time.

I was expecting Dapa to be really formal or at least closer to that and i was also expecting that his voice would be a little older and bigger. But what do you know? he sounded really cool! And i found out that he’s really into HIPHOP! hahahah. unimaginable? well, u gotta believe it.

Well, the first thing i said was not hello. i was like “DAPAAA!!!!” then yun tawa sya.. we talked at first basically about his work. man! it was so damn interesting. like.. i dunno if its allowed to talk about it here but man! i assure you it was really really cool! then yun nga. hehehe he is really really intelligent. i mean, really. he is a real life Chemist, working for ArmsCor international company! imagine that!

He actually shared so mind blowing questions to me and really nice jokes. man! he cracked me up! hahaha and then what else did we talk about? have i mentioned that we talked for as long as 5 hours?? hahh ganun kami ka daldal! telebabad ever!!! ayun we talked basically about everyone we know in the uzzap world..including the abominable WRECKLESS and GASPAR.and all the other girls as well. we also talked about my ex’s because Dapa knows them, especially WANTED a.k.a JD4. ehehe. he was laughing out loud when i told him what JD4 means. hehehe korny nga talaga siguro. well, because Wanted was obsessed with me so when he joined the Shadows, he used JD4 as in JAYDEBZ4ever
then we talked about the floods. and well, nakakatuwa lang kasi, di ko nakikita ang floods ni Dapa but he was kind enough to show them to me by posting it in the friendster for me to see…and well, his floods were SUPERB! as in! like, nobody could ever beat the way he makes his graphical floods. His floods include the Supermario brothers, princess, the turtle, battle tank, bomberman, the fighting jet plane, the supermario mushroom and a whole lot more. Well, he is very very interesting and great! that’s why i call him THE LEGENDARY FULMETAL. he was also the very first Uzzap flooder and we were friends even before the Bombards was created! And we were already flooding together before.

we also talked about the uzzap posers. as in the UZZAP chatters who pretend to be someone else. Yes. Their pictures. The ones who were lucky enough to be talked about by THE LEGENDARY FULMETAL are as follows:

BOMB DMAX: the person i’ve come to know who is really nice. Glad that he’s sending his real pictures now. The story was, there was this guy from T13 named Joma and he’s now currently in Italy. That Joma guy was the bf of Dapa’s friend. And when Dapa’s friend saw Dmax’s picture, she was like “di mo ba ako nakikilala?” then Dmax answered “hindi bakit? ngayon lang tayo nagka trade pic”. and she said “Ah, kasi picture ng boyfriend ko ang ginamit mo”. Nyahahahh.. and this friend of Dapa is kinda known in Uzzap..specifically in the Showdown rooms so.. basically that’s what happened.

R.I.P_AZZ: well, it was really unbelievable to like find out that she’s a poser and that pic she sent us was not hers. So the story was, still connected with T13. Keng was a Trezedent and also with Dapa and I. So basically he checked out the friendster of T13 and viewed some friends of the FS account. And she saw this girl named ANNALYN (which i know is Keng’s real name) and when he viewed it, the photo was VERY DIFFERENT from what he saw in the 4th Bat FS and in that picture, it had a caption of PUKENGKENG (which is Keng’s ral nickname in T13). When Dapa confronted her about it, she denied and she told him that she’s got no Friendster account. Then Dapa was suspicious because hello? Pukengkeng-T13.. diba? it had connections. And so, well, yester day i told him that Keng’s real name is ANNALYN FERNANDEZ and he confirmed that she was truly a poser because in her FS account, her name there was ANNALYN FERNANDEZ and Dapa didn’t even mention Keng’s family name when he opened the topic. Pity. And he confirmed it that the reason why R.I.P_SIN and R.I.P_Azz are mad at me it’s because nabuking ko kasi sila na sila yung mga ALINDOG GIRLS na bumaboy sa room namin. Azz even used a really stupid strategy to PM MALDITA to go into the 4th room to pretend as 4th|Azz para lang mabaling ang atensyon namin. But then unfortunately i was clever and not stupid as what she thinks so therefore, i told all the 4th about what i have observed. And basically they were both angry because i found out their dirty little secret. LOL.

PHI_ART a.k.a BOMB BASTEK: the story of this guy is weird. Hahah i can say that UZZAP is a really really small world. But hey, even if niloko ako ni Bastek at nalman kong poser sya, our friendship were never broken or anything because he was really really nice to me. Anyway the story goes… Bastek is known to be one of the coolest flooder and graphic artists of the Bombards and he sent really really gorgeous pictures. Then he even sent 3 to me and it was really stunning. I was like “wow. eto si Bastek? ang gwapo naman”. Bastek and i became really close to each other and we called each other “NEY”. and well, the BOMB girls were talking about him…praising him and his floods. Then this bomb SUTIL came into the picture. She had not seen bastek yet so she asked for his photos…and bastek gladly sent him “his” pictures. Then when she got is, she was like “PINSAN KO TO!”. she told everyone in the room about it but nobody believed her and so the choice she made was to text her cousin Ian Red (who is also my friend and my text mate before) to take a picture of himself and go to the Bomb room to prove it. And he did. He took a picture of himself WITH A PLACARD saying “I AM NOT BASTEK, FAKE CYA”. When i found out about this, nagwala ako sa room. Hinanap ko si Bastek and iPMed him like, how could he do that to me.. and he explained na ganito ganyan.. then i forgave him and until now we are still friends. And how Ian Red was fascinated with my “feisty-ness” was how i protected Bastek in the room despite of all the bad things people had said about him. I am like that… especially to the people who are really nice to me and wala namang kasalanang ginawa si Bastek sa akin. Di nya ako nabastos kahit isang beses…so hindi na nakakpagtaka kung ganun ako mag care sa kanya kahit niloko nya kaming lahat.

KFU|JRASV a.k.a BOMB PILYO: halah bakit may pattern? bakit parang bombs lahat? hahahh.. anyway, yun nga. i never thought that Daddy would do it. Like, he’s really really nice to me until now. At kahit ganun, di rin nagbago ang tingin ko sa kanya. Di kasi ako naniwal na siya talaga yun pagkakita ko palang sa picture nya. So i asked him, “Dad ikaw ba talaga yun?” and he said later on “Hindi ako yun.. . It’s my collegue. Sorry..” That was enough for me to keep him as my friend. Internet trolls happen all the time. So ayun, we are still friends.

well, the other people i know are still not confirmed yet so i will just post the names if we could prove that they are posers.. LOL..

anyway, i am still very happy today because THE LEGENDARY FULMETAL called me yesterday for almost 5 hours 4:45:16 yan ang nasa call duration ko. And this day, NUKE surprised me with his RHYME for me.. aww.. he was soo sweet. like i was totally touched with it huhuhuhu and yun nga ang galing ng Rhyme nya. alam kong may tono yun. Rap yun eh. ehehehe.. and i heard his “LOCO UNO MP3″ kung saan siya at yung 2 tropa nya nag compose at nirecord nila..and it was awesome!

Anyway, yeah that’s it. I just want someone who can accept me for who i am.

So, if you can’t accept me at my worst, then you don’t deserve my best

 

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MY NAME IS DEBORAH FAITH

a.k.a DEBBIE

 WELCOME TO MY WORLD

 basically here are some FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS ABOUT ME

What traits did you inherit from your folks?

basically, from my dad is my art enthusiasm.. and being a perfectionist. i don’t settle for mediocrity with my artworks.that’s why i spend much n canvass because right now, i am actually learning other styles in painting.

Who are the people you hang out with?

my friends. i normally hang out with the people who are well, like me, have the same interests as me. and also with the people i like to be with. but most of all i want to spend time with people who make me curious in a lot of things. i find them really interesting

What is your greatest fear?

hmm..well, that’s to fail.

What is the trait you despise in yourself?

wala.ay meron pala. narcissist ako.hahahah. well, siguro may pag-asa din ako sa photography kaya ako ganito.heheheh

What is your song at this moment?

Beautiful Days- Kyla. reminds me of everything and everyone. i like the lyrics though.. so much that it hurts listening to it. it breaks my heart.

What is your greatest extravagance?

Black Jade necklace. my mom got it from me when she went abroad

What is your favorite journey?

joining a fraternity.ahahah.. well, that explains where i got my rebellious side.  and high school was a wonderful thing. it was my peak. although i was really really invisible before, when i became a Deejay, everybody wanted me to be their best friend! LOL

What words or phrases do you overuse?

Duh!, As-in?, Totally!, Far-out!, tabangi nah!, waaahhh!!, heheheh! and oh well..

Who is the greatest love of your life?

Aside from God and my family, its my artworks. Art is basically my life. i think im the only graphic artist who likes metal core. LOL.. and i am not even you photographic image of an artist right? ahahah.. yeah i understand

What is your greatest regret?

being very stubborn to my family’s wants and rules. it was the very last minute that i realized that what they did was for me..and for the better. gawd i was so stupid.

When and where were you happiest?

well, i am happy in the company of my friends and my family and to those people who are special to me. pag nagkakaintindihan kami lahat okay na yun. im a little loner din kasi.  sometimes staying at my room, drawing and writing stuff makes me really really happy na talaga.

Where would you like to live?

sa bahay. hehehe. well, if it’s outside the country then it would probably be in the states as well.

Which actor/actress would you like to trade places with?

paris hilton. she’s rich. don’t ask.

If you could come back as anything, what would it be?

i want to become a diary.. a keeper of feelings and thoughts. i want to be someone’s bestfriend and crying shoulder. i want to be kept and treasured.. ehehehe..

What is your guilty pleasure?

ayan na! well, i confess. KISSING. well, because.. i have hurt so many people with this. i have ruined a relationship because of this… and i still couldn’t forget about it until now.

If you had something to confess, what would it be?

well, nothing serious. i want to say sorry to Naiz for like… torturing her life before. i mean, not directly though but i did stuff to hurt her because she hurt me as well.. but still it wasn’t right.

 Ever done silly things to get a guy’s attention?

yeah. back in my high-school days, the damsel in distress technique and the pacute effect..well, fortunately it did work and the target guy soon became my boyfriend..and i eneded up breaking my own heart. LOL

Do you play any instruments?

yeah i do. commonly, the guitar, but im not that good. just enough to pass though. i really wanted to learn drums and piano.. but then when i found out that drum noises can kill dogs, i’ve changed my mind.

The bravest thing i’ve ever done is…

to actually hit my older brother. i was really really mad before. like, he ruined my life. justine almost got beaten up because of him and my cousin when they saw us together. i know he was just really protective but it wasn’t right to just hit up someone in the street..particularly, my boyfriend that time!

Things you look for in a boy

i like simple guys though..those types who are really approachable and well, i like guys who are intelligent. the ones who are really good in speaking english… its a plus! and physically, i like guys with tantalizing eyes, straight hair of course and tall.. eheheh.. personality: those who are caring, sweet, understanding and protective..

Things i never leave home without

iPOD, mobile phone, diary, bag, notebook, sign pen

What’s the first thing you think og upon waking up in the morning?

“aga pa..tulog muna”

Who was the last person you kissed?

ex boyfriend Justine..that was sooo last december.

Have you ever made out with two different people in one day?

uhmm.. can i leave this question? eheheh.. guilty. well, you see, that was back in highschool. i was young and immature.

What is your boyfriend now like?

physically? he’s tall..stands 5′10. kinda skinny though..he’s got long and straight hair.. really amazing in guitars and well he’s a rocker for short. his personality? really sensitive, papaya, then he’s kinda mean sometimes, formulates weird things in his mind, jumps into conclusions most of the time, he and i argue a lot though.. no more comment!

Women who rock…

Wawi of the LAte ISABEL band. she’s too good to be true! well of course my MOTHERS. nobody beats their tender loving care

I fist realize than i had power as a woman when…

i got away with the dormitory disciplinary sanction

My ways to beat boredom

draw, eat, sleep and text with people in my phonebook

Your boyfriend, how does he love and how can [they] measure up?

what? well, he’s really sweet though. sends me MMS everyday..sings me songs and do things that guys don’t normally do.. well, i don’t know.. nobody likes me romantically. meron bang may gusto sa akin? wala naman ata except for my boyfriend.hehehe.

If you could change things in your body, it would be…

my butt, i want to have bigger butt and taller image

How hard do you fall in love?

does breaking the family rules and fighting for him count? its true that my biological dad hated what i did and he almost threw me out the household. lol.. serious.end of story.

Name your top 10 favorite musicians…

uhmm.. i dont know..some of em are not bands though but here goes:Black Sabbath, Black Dahlia Murder, Underoath, Lamb of God, Bless the Fall, Finch, Gregorian Chany (ahahah), Haste the Day, Blink 182 , Urbandub( v )

What is your motto?

PUT YOUR FAITH IN WHAT YOU MOST BELIEVE IN.

well, i am here again. this is actually fictional and well, i got this from our old Litterature class and this story was made by me and my groupmates entitled SOMETHING ABOUT CHARLIE. This is Anne’s diary entry.

 

“i don’t know why i like him… i know. he likes somebody else. he keeps on telling me that but why do i feel this deep… unknown feeling for him.. ?” she asked while writing he thoughts in her diary. “well diary i am very jealoused of the girls he tell me.. its crushing me to pieces!! like.. everytime he talks about them.. i fell like shooting my head so that i’d die in an instant! i don’t wanna hear him say their names or anything about them!”..

“i have a boyfriend you see.. and we have been together for almost a year now.. and then came this Charlie guy. we sit in class together and he is really nice to me. i am actually glad that he is my groupmate though.. we get to talk to each other and plan things for our project.”

 

“something is bothering me diary.. its his looks and antics.. i mean, i’ve never seen anyone like him before. maybe as the modern people would say, he’s too spaceship! like..as in too advanced..too sophisticated..too high. and well, as you can see, i am nothing. i don’t even think he will like me.. wait, what am i saying? i have a boyfriend.. no..this is not right.. i don’t like charlie..”

 

“hey diary! charlie just said Hi to me. well, i was jumping with joy! everytime i go to the same place and he’s always there, he would actually say Hi to me! and well, my boyfriend was there as well… unfortunately he never said anything. he never greeted me.. and Charlie did..”

 

“im confused.. you see.. i can’t get him out of my mind.. Charlie. i wanna call him..i wanna talk with him.. i wanna hear his voice.. i want to.. be with him. what? am i actually saying this? ”

 

“i miss Charlie.. i haven’t seen him for the whole day im worried. what could be wrong with him? wait.. am i being unfaithful with my boyfriend? i mean.. am i being bad about this?”

 

“my friends told me that Charlie likes me.. wait, that’s not true! maybe they’re just saying that because they know that i like Charlie.. well, honestly diary i feel happy about it really.. but..its just that Charlie likes another person.. i mean, he likes them.. THEM as in one or more girl. get it? so its impossible that he would like me as well.. and he keeps on telling me that he likes them.. im sad ”

 

“if he really likes me..like my friends say.. i want him to tell me..”

 

“so what will i do if for example Charlie likes me as well? i have a boyfriend.. and its impossible to trade him for Charlie..that’s not fair..”

 

“but.. you see.. i have to go to sleep..”

 

“good morning Diary! i miss Charlie.. is it bad if i miss him more than my boyfriend?”

 

“my boyfriend is nowhere to be found!’

 

“if he finds out i like Charlie too, what will happen? will he hurt me physically? will he dump me?”

 

“charlie… charlie.. charlie..”

 

“diary, i have come up with 10 reasons why Charlie doesn’t like me:

1st: im chubby

2nd: i am his exact opposite

3rd: im not so extrovert

4th: he likes them

5th: i am a total nerd

6th: i am the invisible girl in school

7th: he’s too popular to even like me!

8th: he likes cool stuff

9th: i like weird stuff

10th: he’s gorgeous and im not. ”

 

“this is torture..i want Charlie to like me..i want him to also notice me.. i know he likes pretty girls and you know all those things but, what about me? can’t he just like me for me? guess not ”

 

“why am i even dreaming of having Charlie.. he’s impossible to reach.. i wish he will like me…”

 

“i think i love Charlie…”

 

 

eheheh.. that’s all.. actually i have just compiled all Anne’s diary entries in the story and put em right here i like her entries though..because obviously me and my friends created her and we made her diary.. ahahah.. well, i am proud to say that we got a 3.8 grade in Litterature class and the highest was 4.0. i think it came from the other group..but anyway that’s it..

 

Here’s a decription about Anne:

She’s a bit chubby, she’s got long hair, wears glasses, got pretty eyes though. she’s got a boyfriend who is an emotional batterer…like he would hurt her often, and his boyfriend is kind of verbal abuser.. she’s from a middle class family and she is a little shy at times.

 

A description about Charlie:

the campus heartthrob, really cool. he likes cool stuff because he grew up in the States. he’s really witty, very protective when it comes to his friends and the ones he like. he likes pretty girls, basically. has a hearty laugh. intelligent. he is the new friend of Anne.

 

wahahaha.. wala lang..alang kwentang entry to. eheheh.. wala lang..share ko lang naman ang nagawa naming script/story

well, hey whaddyaa know. Happy and I just celebrated our FIRST monthsarry last March 3, 2009.. awesome!

and well, seriously he knows everything about me (thanks to my sister LOL ). Anyway, he sent me an MMS with his reendition of the song KAILAN MAN by INTROVOYS. He’s really sweet! I hope he’s gonna be my husband XD

i miss him..and i really wanna hold him tight. i dont know and i cant count how many times i’ve wished that he’s near me and i can kiss him.

 

its funny how both of us could be so connected.. i hope that one day he’d get to meet “THE CHUA CLAN”. he’s the sweetest guy i’ve ever met. yung type na sobrang napaka lambing, really thoughtful and yung kahit alam nyang ako ang mali, ako pa ang sinusuyo nya. heheh okay now that’s not abusing okay? its just his nature and well, for me, as a girl, i find it hard to admit my faults though but eventually i would admit it. lol

 

he always do the first move. and well, ive caused so much annoyance with the EMOTICON THING to him and i don’t know really. well, its my favorite emoticon though and he hates it. literally.

 

anyway we just had our retdem awhile ago and it was really cool because our clinical instructor never questioned all the procedures i did (yey! made me feel like the man!!!) ahahaha. and oh well, its kinda weird i mean, i’ve never practiced it for like 3 weeks.and imagine my memories! wow! i have a cool memory! like, hello?

 

im missing him. im so excited to go home on saturday ya know. like i will see everyone again, including my sister and hopefully NOT MY BROTHER. he’s getting in my last nerves. My biological dad is kinda sick though and well, he said to my brother “kahit anong mangyari, he is still your sister.” Aww.. he used to dspise me you know. like after all, i am branded as THE BLACKSHEEP of the clan. like, they don’t really agree to the liberated side of me and they would always brand everything i do as DISGRACE or EMBARRASSMENT. ouch. that kinda hurts. it all started when Justine and i got together. they never really liked him for me. i wanna quote something what my biological father said to me before “GET YOURSELF ANOTHER BOYFRIEND WHO IS NOT FROM THEIR FAMILY“. HIs family is fine… trust me. but, i dont know about my father’s visions. my dad and his dad used to be schoolmates in college way back in 60’s or 70’s.. and i dont know what kind of feud they had (if any) that made my dad react like this.

and yun nga, the kids of the next generation got affected. Expecially when the “thing” happened, my brother cursed me for being the greatest bitch to ever walked the entire earth and well, he hated everyone connected with me. Only my sister was there to support me and also my biological mom. oh well, everything is over now and everything is back to normal yey!

so, basically, i am not the same person i was before. i have totally changed.. Justine and i had a nice breakup though. it was the best kind of breakup i ever did in my life. we are still friends and he is still welcome to see my whole family if he likes
and oh, speaking of families, i miss Sam, my sister’s daughter. haayy she’s really cute. and she looks like my chinita pretty little big sister. And she’s also playmates with Yousha Anikka, Kyle Bruce and Ken Jefferson.

 

when im given a chance to change my name, i want to be XIAN ASHLEY or CHARADE MARGARET. bwahahah.. kinda kiddie and classy i know but..i dunno.. i just made them up though.

 

i have to study for a biology exam this afternood. it sucks big time!